10 years ago

Sekarang tengah kinda trending orang post a picture from 2010, 2013 and now (2017). 

And I didnt do it yet. Yet ? LOL 

That might be something I'll post later (hopefully haha).

It's just I saw somewhere that someone posted about what she thought about herself 10 years ago, and looking where she is now, how she had come so far and met (or not) her expectation 10 years ago. So I thought I should do it too. Mungkin boleh refer semula 10 tahun akan datang ? Haha.

So yeah, 10 years ago. 2007. I was 11. Wow just realised, I was 11 10 years ago. 

Even my little brother is 13 this year. 

10 years ago I was in SK Taman Melati. My eldest sister just flew to Australia (not). She was kinda of my idol la sebab belajar oversea laa en en. And I was that Standard 5 kid yang rasa growing up is so cool you can do a lot of thing (konon). But whatever, I grew up anyway. 

10 years ago I never can imagine myself where I am today. Like Optometry was never in my list. Never heard of it never knew of it back then. But Allah had really planned it well for me. Atleast that is what I am holding to whenever I feel so down and so homesick (NAK BALIK SO BAD!) 

10 years ago I never thought that I can make it to study abroad. Well harapan dan impian tu memang la ada but I aint a genius guys. Tapi rezeki Allah ada di mana mana kan. 

10 years ago I never thought my circle of friends are who they are today. Well mostly pon tak kenal lagi 10 tahun lepas (that's why :P) We knew when we were 13. And some even later. And I never thought how strong a friendship could be until we are in the situation now. The friends that I knew 10 years ago, mostly (all), I just know them in social media only now. I dont even know if they can still remember me or not HAHA 

Looking back 10 years ago, my past self must have been so proud of who I am today. Despite all the problems and situation that I am facing now, it does take me through a lot of thing to come here (LOTS). I am too proud of my past self (well top 3 most exam sape tak bangga woi !) HAHA. But nayy, I think there are things that I better in the past and lack of those things now. 

Sitting here and writing this now, I just hope my future self, would be proud of myself for what I am now. And how strong I have become and how I handle my problems and what not. 

So here's a picture of me from 10 years ago (cheat a bit this is from 2008) : 

SK Taman Melati 2008

And myself now 2017 :

Ireland January 2017

This picture had never been on anywhere, except that I feel to put it on here now. 

Just because I felt I looked too hipster kahkah 

notakaki : Growing up is not what you expect it to be. 

So expectation now for the next 10 years? 

Down the drain je la lol